The Magnetic force of negative Energy

Just like in the Harry potter film Prisoner of Azkaban near the end of the film,his energy is being sucked out of him and then Harry must think of a memory a very strong good memory to project positive light.When meeting people even in the street i am aware of a feeling of ether a sucking feeling or a giving feeling.

Feel shit today.

Nursery started about a week ago, taking my son to nursery/primary school is affecting me much more than i would like to admit. Not sure if it is my own shit coming to the surface or am i picking up other people's shit which i am aware of. I'm doing it again only focusing on the bad stuff its my number 1 bad habit.Instead i should only focus on the positive.

Breaking a bad habit.

Since everyone and everything including thoughts is energy it does get a bit over powering.falling back into old thinking habits or just old bad habits requires some will power to break.one step forward 2 steps back .Thinking is for me the problem area negative thinking patterns or loops habits very difficult to change.In fact what you are thinking is 99% of the problem/solution.Being aware first of negative thoughts is the first step.observe and listen.