Day 5

Not feeling that great, eyes still look a bit cloudy, energy is ok, mood  -10, looking for a job so that doesn't help. In fact if i was not looking for a job i probably would not be trying to stop drinking. All the reasons for stoping drinking seem to have dissapered today. In fact i can not be bothered doing anything. In fact i have lost all enthusiasm to do anything. Maybe i should stop drinking when i find a job. Dosen't seem to be any meaning to life today. I guess i must be depressed.